empty nesting it this week ...

I woke up this morning and it was .... quiet. No barking. No Handy Manny. No one crawling into bed with me ... just quiet. We had visitors this weekend. Drive thru zoo, Lamberts, Barn park with corn maze, pumpkins, hayride ... and now, just me, roxy and work. I guess it is time to get back to real life. Roxy is struggling too. She is wondering around the house looking for the girls. She has no one to bark at and more importantly, no one to feed her treats. It is odd. I am having so much trouble figuring out what to do. I have spent the last two weeks focusing on Jamie and what she needed and just worked my needs and wants (and work) around her that today ... i am having focus issues. maybe a nap would help. maybe i will take roxy for a short walk. maybe this halloween cupcake. it is amazing how much a couple of little girls can make your heart hurt when they leave.